It’s been over a month since I started back at the Bux and I’ve been doing the double job life. So far, I know that I can do it. It’s really difficult and I’m tired all the time but it’s working.
In other news I’ve had one of the best weeks of my life. I had last Friday and Saturday off so on Friday I went up to Lafayette and visited my sister and ate Thai curry. On Saturday I got to meet Tommy Wiseau with Poot Poot and Maureen and Gwen and it was the best thing I’ve ever done. He called me beautiful and said my name was cute and I bought 2 pairs of his underwear.
On Sunday I went to the gym and made two new friends. My work week went so well also! Everyone was so nice to me and I was like “no everybody, don’t be nice to me because I am a piece of shit.” and they were like “doesn’t matter, we be nice to you anyway.”
Except this one dickhead who I work with who I’ve been bullying relentlessly but whatever.
Also had a date yesterday that went well. Except now I think I fucked it up because my inner conscious is bent on my self destruction.
Have applied for more big kid jobs and focusing on not getting discouraged by all the rejection and the bad options.
Drank too many mimosas today and left the gym early and I’m disappointed in my lack of willpower but am also understanding with myself because all I ate today was a veggie skillet and 15 Trop Burst.
2016 was off to an astronomically bad start but now it looks like things might be better as long as I focus on maintaining positive energy.
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