The first 9 days of the year have been a challenge so far. Maybe I’m not giving 2016 the chance it deserves, but honestly 2015 set the bar kind of high and 2016 is failing to meet expectations. Also January is the second worst month and makes everything worse.
I’m not a cynical person, I like to think I see a lot of good and bad but most of the time I’m oblivious to everything going on that doesn’t directly involve myself.
Anyway, I’ve been crying in the shower a lot more frequently and listening to Ed Sheeran was helping me work through some stuff. Except then I had to stop listening to him because he said something in the song “Photograph” like “Love is the only thing that makes us feel alive” and it made me feel angry and uncomfortable. It was very reminiscent of Dean Martin’s “You’re Nobody Till Somebody Loves You”