I am now back in Centennial for the rest of break. I’ve only been home for about 18 hours and I’m not sure how much longer I can make it.
I love my family to death, but going from Greeley where I have my own house and I can me alone whenever I want and being home where there are people and problems all the time is too much for me. There is just no way to get away from anyone.
Right now I have locked myself in my room with Gertrude and I’ve spent a truly unhealthy amount of time on the internet. It seems like my family is always up my ass about something.
I recently read (in Cosmo) about why coming home is so hard and it deals a lot with regression. I am not the same person I was when I lived here. I don’t have the same attitude or perspectives and I don’t have the same friends and it feels like this environment is trying to force me back into that.
Also there are no prospies in Centennial and I don’t know what I’m doing for New Years and that is stressing me out.
I do like hanging out with Poopy and Jabbar again though. It may not look like it, but I am.
I also bought pretty bombass presents for my family and myself so that made me feel better. I’m still grinching it up though.
Let me know how your breaks and Christmases go!
Send me pictures and tell me stories about your pets!